Or, start over by restating your goals and budget. You don't have to spend a king's ransom for good espresso. For example, the Baratza Vario and Le'Lit PL041 are frequently cited as a good starter combo. If you later decide to upgrade the espresso machine, the Vario moves along with you. Similarly the Gaggia line of espresso machines are a good value. Even the
mypressi TWIST and a manual grinder (e.g.,
Kyrocera from Orphan Espresso) can do very good espresso, all for less than $300.
Jim's point earlier should be restated:
It's all about the coffee. There are lots of US roasters who sell fresh coffee online. There's no need to pay in excess of $20/pound for high-tech packaging of coffee roasted and shipped months ago from Italy.